Tonight I met up with someone whom I used to be quite close to. To put it simply, I liked him and I'd like to think that maybe he liked me too, although I cannot say for sure. At first I thought it'd be nice to just see each other again, maybe we could even talk a little.
Time really has a way of changing things.
It's been so long since we actually sat down to talk properly or even just meet. I almost couldn't even say two words to him. Or to put it in another way, he had nothing to say to me. At the point of time, it didn't seem that significant that we could no longer communicate. But as I went back to my room, and everything sank in. I realized that as much as I had proclaimed to, I had never really gotten over him.
It wasn't so much painful as it was sad. Just this overwhelming sense of sadness. It was over. Really over. There was nothing left to use to even become good friends. Guess he was only meant to become one of those passing people in my life.
I need to let it go. I guess, it was never really mine to let go off in the first place. It just wasn't meant to be. The question is... Can I?
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