Hmmm...

Okok... Am over the irritation that was just now. But I'm still not going to encourage 'boyfriend-ness'. Troublesome little buggers they are. They're like... pets.. cats I would say. They require taking care of then totally ignore the trouble you put in for them. Hmm... Or maybe I'm just anti-guy in general...

Reminder to Self: Never Get Attached

This is NO offence to boyfriends of the world or to my friends who are attached. But at this point of time, I'm going to swear off getting attached. If it means spending every free moment I have with a 'HIM' and neglecting my friends, I'd rather NOT have a 'HIM'.

Yeah.. I'm just ranting. I'll be ok after today.

Back to the ranting. I've come to the conclusion that 'Boyfriends' is actually a kind of disease. They render a person helpless, take a significant amount of time to recover from, require the afflicted the person to give a lot of attention to or it gets worse and when a person has caught the disease, you hardly see that person... presumably because the disease has gotten the better of that person.

Is it SO wrong to ask for a day out with the girls without a 'HIM' coming into the picture?

ok... I shall stop ranting now before a million people come and murder me... or rather.. Before someone comes and glares at me a million times, then killing me just as many times.

Kill Bill Vol.2 Anyone?

Thursday. Moved back almost a week now and it's been the most stress-free week of my entire 2nd year. Sleeping in the wee-hours of the morning, waking up only when the sun is out and shining, wasting time and playing on my computer and... eh.. wait.. that sounds exactly like what I do in hall...

*ahem* in any case... Moved back 6 days now and I still haven't unpacked. Whahaha... All I've done so far is set up my laptop, my radio and my dustbin. My clothes are still in 3 separate bags in my room and the rest of my hall room is downstairs in the piano room. Think by the time I unpack it'll be time to move back to hall.

Waiting for 6.30pm to come so I can toodle off to my flamenco class in Queensway. It's quite a fun class. Maybe I should continue with it, and join some more dance classes. Hehehe... My goal is to be in all 6 culture groups next year. Title of Culture Queen is MINE!!! Muahahahah!!!

Wee Liam just msged me to tell me that they've now got OTHER arrangements for scriptwriter and thanked me for considering the position. Hooray!! Dun have to work with that poser E anymore. Shall not say names although it's obvious enough already. HA!! And now I can enjoy my hols with absolutely NO WORRIES at all!! Except maybe looking for a job. Hmmm... A bit sad though, coz initially I had planned to be a Production-Kia throughout my years in KR. E spoilt it all I say.. Ok... So I'm not being very professional about it but hey!! It's my last chance to be totally naive and childish and immature. So there!

Still haven't watched Kill Bill yet. I wanna watch... Any takers?? I wanna go to the LOTR exhibition too!! Jemalelinh!! Let's go!!! FWOCers!! Let's have another gathering!! *bawl*

My Less-Than-Ordinary Birthday

Happy Birthday to Me....
I am now officially 21. My birthday came and went on Monday 26th April and it couldn't have been a more... NORMAL day. The day went something like this: I wake up, read a book, have lunch, go back to KR, clean the 7th floor pantry, lock up all the pantries, return the key to office, go home, have dinner, watch tv, sleep.
How spectacular eh.

To make up for it, Pukey and I were s'posed to watch Kill Bill Vol.2 at 11.45am the next day and have lunch with Sharon and Weihan. We both woke up at 11am. Hahahaha.. So we skipped the movie and just had lunch with Sharon and Weihan and roamed all over Orchard. Sharon unsuccessfully tried to make me spend more than the $18 I spent on the Terry Prachett book. Heh. It was a fun time. REALLY!!

It's just that, I kinda imagined that my 21st birthday would be something more y'know. Everyone else seems to be making such a big deal out of theirs. There wasn't even a cupcake in sight. I guess it couldn't be helped. The exams had just ended and I was busy moving out of hall and making sure people didn't put their things in the wrong pantry. Didn't really have time to organize any kind of party and now that it's over, there isn't really much point in organizing anything. Oh well. I guess in the end it's just another day. No point making a big deal out of it right?

But you know what really takes the cake? On Monday, after I came home from locking up the pantries, I find out from my mother that Uncle Bing, my grandpa's youngest brother, died in a scuba-diving accident earlier that day. Mum drove up to Johor on Tuesday to try and get a flight over to Kuching. I would've gone as well, only I had no idea when she was planning to go and she decided not to call me back home while I was out gallavanting in Orchard Road. I could just knock myself silly.

Imagine. My future birthdays will also be my Uncle Bing's death anniversary. How exciting.

Moving Out... Moving Home...

haaa....

time to move out.. last day of stay in KR for this academic year. i'm all packed and ready to go!! except i can't go yet coz my parents aren't here yet... hence i'm writing in my long neglected blog. haha..

feeling much better after that short bout of depression... maybe it was just exam stress.. i don't know. but i'm really looking forward to the hols, hot as it is... i wanna watch KILL BILL VOL. 2!!!!!!!! it's been yonks since i last watched a movie on the big screen. i feel so deprived. SHOPPING!! must go shopping... even if i don't need anymore nonsense. shopping is therapeutic. HA!! must go!

so HOOTTTTT!!! where did the rain and the cool winds run away too???

shall attempt calling my dad again... sigh... where are they.... anyhow i need to come back for a while tonight to clean the kitchen... sigh.... irk

Siew Mai Steaming... Steaming... Ste... DRIED OUT LIAO!!! SHRIVELLED!!!

*ahem*
Once again, my first post in a million years.

Exams are nearly over. My last paper is silly Lim B.C.'s one tomorrow and here I am NOT studying. HA! Writing blogs instead. Technically speaking I should be glad that everything's going to end I guess. But I'm not. Instead, I'm feeling extremely EXTREMELY tired. I just wanna go home, hide, be ALONE!! Hang out with a couple of my closer friends, do what I want to do and... I'm sorry to say this, especially when some hall people read this blog... I want to hear nothing.. NOTHING about hall. Oh GOOD GRIEF!! Just for a month, a week, JUST ONE DAY!!! For just one. FREAKIN. DAY. I don't want to be blockhead. I don't wanna hear who's stealing food, who's messing up the kitchen, the toilet, who's neighbour is making too much noise, who's neighbour is too smelly for words. Just ONE DAY. Shit man. I know it's totally irresponsible to think like that, even more so to put it down on black and white that's public to every single eye. I'm so sorry but I'm really really tired.

I know I've probably disappointed about a thousand people with that outbreak, and I'm so sorry. God knows how sorry I am to have to disappoint all of you but I'm really not that strong. I'm not as tough as you'd like to believe. Or rather, as I've lead you to believe. I'm weak. So damned weak. I'm so sorry.

Now I'm even letting people walk all over me. I hate it and yet I don't want to do anything about it. They seem to be doing a good job of being in charge. Once again, irresponsible to think so. My term hasn't even ended and everyone's just rushing to take over the job. So ironic. I was always the kind who wants to be in charge, usually am. Now, people taking over me, whether I like it or not. But I really don't have the will power to fight back.

Dunno why, but one person who reads this blog that I feel to have let down utterly... Ms o8ight, admittedly, we're not as close as we should be considering the shit we went through together as FWOCers, and despite the fact that I was your "angel". Yet, of all the people who read this blog and really, of all the people who supported me initially, I somehow feel like I've let you down the most. And (ok.. I guess everyone is sick and tired of hearing me say this but...) I'm sorry. I tried but I couldn't stop tripping over everything. Guess I was never really made out to be blockhead after all.

I'm no leader. I'm a schmuck.

Lost & Found Blogger

I realize that I haven't posted a single thing for the longest time. Oops... Been busy. This period is... madness..

Exams!!! First paper on Wednesday!!! AAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRGGGHHH!!! Somebody shoot me. PLEASE!!!!!!!!!!!

I have found the 1982 release of "The Last Unicorn"!! *does a little dance* Check out this fan-page: http://utd500.utdallas.edu/~hairston/lastunicorn.html Really quite comprehensive.

Now for some popcorn...