I found out today that tonight was the E Block Initiation. And I found out not from an E Blocker... But from Shuhui... I know I said I didn't really care. But I guess I'm still quite sad. Then again, it's partly my fault. I didn't actually say to anyone that I would've liked to be there. So the fact that nobody even casually mentioned it to me is still bugging me... Though it shouldn't. So the whole day, I went about my business, convinced that I didn't give a damn anymore about the people, the hall or the block, since apparently they didn't seem to give a damn about me anymore. I even went over to A Block to watch Singapore Idol with Shuhui. But as I left the hall to go home, I passed by E Block. And I heard the sounds of the initiation - namely Raymond trying to freak them with his "ghost" voice - and I was just so suddenly overcome by sadness. I really would've liked to be there. I was so tempted to just shout up to them, run up to the block and joined everyone... So I looked up to where all the noise was coming from... And left.
Of course, after calming down and thinking things over. I really can't blame this lack of communication on anyone. I haven't exactly been in contact with them too, since the few times I went back during FWOC. Why should they contact me? It's a fair exchange. But I'm still sad. And I still wanna go back next sem if I can. The question now is: Will KR... or rather, will the PEOPLE in KR welcome me back? I really don't know what that answer will be.
On a funnier side? I left my handphone in Mel's room. Uncontactable until tomorrow afternoon people!! And my lecturers so far are all quite zzz... :P
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